An Official Author Site: And an Online Museum!

This is the official site for author Christos Jonathan Seth Hayward. Its intended purpose is to showcase the full spectrum of Hayward’s creative works across a period of decades.

Museum attractions include annotated bibliography, article, akathist, Borges-style, Christian, dictionary, dystopia, Eastern Orthodox, essay, experimental, fantasy, game, game review, homily, humor, imaginary anthropology, interactive fiction, koan, maze, metacognition, mysticism, novellas, parody, philosophy, poetry, prayer, reference, satire, science fiction, short story, Socratic dialogue, speculative fiction, and theology.

As time passes, C.J.S. Hayward is focusing more and more on mystical theology.



Farewell for now…

I am the true vine, and My Father is the vinedresser. Every branch in Me that does not bear fruit He takes away; and every branch that bears fruit He prunes, that it may bear more fruit.

John 15:1-2, Orthodox Study Bible

Most assuredly, I say to you, unless one is born again, he cannot see the Kingdom of God.

John 3:3, Orthodox Study Bible

When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things.

I Corinthians 13:11, Orthodox Study Bible

The Lord has pruned me of many things over the seasons: not just sins, which I do not confess here, but my studies in mathematics, which were at times central to how I understood myself: in retrospect I don’t see how my endeavors really edified others. I’ve also wanted to teach theology at a university or seminary, but that door remains closed, and that is probably for the better. Now it seems a door is being closed for my heavy involvement with technology and at least some of my writing: I’m not sure. And more.

I am looking with all my heart to enter Orthodox monasticism on Mount Athos. If I am able to become a monk, it is my hope to bid farewell to all that I am in the world, all of my many failures and many successes, and even friends and enemies–to be as a little child, and repent, spending what is left in the caterpillar stage of my mortal life to the hope of what I may be in the world to come, seeking a good answer before the Dread Judgment-seat of Christ. Other people do well enough living in the world, and marriage is blessed by God. However, I have had enough close calls spiritually to take up the assistance monasticism still offers while I still can. (“Better late than never!” applies to repentance, too!)

You can still read my books from my Amazon author page, or put together custom eBooks from my writing on Any contribution to travel expenses would always be appreciated.

Thank You and Farewell,
C.J.S. Hayward

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